can i be normal please?

Assalammualaikum :)


Whoaaaaaaaaaa, arini result pmr kluar kan, dari semalam lg ak dah agk yg arini ak terpakse memekak kan telinga, menahan rasa hati . Huh!! why????erkkkkkkkkkk ak dah agk husna msti dpt STRAIGHT A kan :O
Ok , as cousin i must be happy right??ok fine ak happy TP!!!!huh ok ak tak tau npe mesti ak rasa jeles,ohhhhhhhhhh i'm a normal person right ??seriously i don't know why i must feel like that. I'm really bad person right??. Actually, ibu selalu bangga dgn orang lain , tp tak penah bangga dgn ak, *perasaan kau je tu abie!!* . Fine mybe perasaan ak je tp dlm 18 thn ak hidup i don't feel like ibu bangga dn ak,tipulah kalau ak tak rasa pape bila dia ckp "erkk tgok husna tu dpt 9A ,baik pulak 2 , lmah lmbut" "tgok nana dpt pegi mesir jd doktor" "tgok mirul dpt jgk pegi jordan" . Huh!!! i'm also a normal person right, sometimes ak rasa give up dgn diri sendiri. Ak teringin nk rasa ibu ckp kt abg2 ak "ohh betuahnye ibu dpt ank mcm ABIDATUL HUSNA ni" can i???. Ok i promise i'll make ibu and ayah proud of me,just wait and see.


p/s : mybe teremo , but ini blog ak kan, ak punye suka lah :D

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